New me

Its been almost two weeks since giving up the ex it was hard in the beginning and there was a day where i thought if i can make it through then my addiction may have been curbed. i did so yippee

Honestly i had help along the way...against all prior convictions i joined a dating website yes you heard me right a dating website. Now i thought its going to be a bunch of old men behind computers but then i thought if im doing it there must be some like minded people out there who are doing it as well. I was right!! i've started talking to a few people and realizing what i've been missing connecting with someone on a deeper level being able to hold a conversation without the interruptions of the world. One guy in particular has caught me off guard we talk everyday and each day i find something new that attracts me to him, the only problem is distance we are so far apart yet so close.

The question is if he is my soul mate the one person that has the key to my heart do i sacrifice everything? do i believe in soul mates? if yes does that mean we all only have one soul mate? Too many things to think about just yet but im taking it slow letting his words play the drums on my heart for i know life is not always perfect but true love lasts forever....what i know for sure is i am going to find out where my happiness lays and im going to lay right next to it....with all the treasures in this world being in love and loved back supersedes all precious jewels and material goods.