Destiny

As i gaze into the void many questions cross my mind.Do we understand how life works? Has any one person figured this out? Or is the equation different for everyone hence no definite answer awaits?
Decisions are made everyday that mould each persons life, from simple one of should I wear the yellow top? To should I quit my job? Each day we make that choice bringing us closer to our destiny. The question is how many wrong choices will you make before you make the right one? If the wrong choices lead you to your destiny maybe they are no longer wrong but right.

Once you give your all there is so much more to loose probably the laws of physics come into play. Over and over again I tell myself I shall no longer give my all, 50% of me for 50% for you. Just a safe guard to protect myself, yet that 50% still gets hurt and comes back as 25%. There is only so much that can be given until we seize to exist until we are left with 10% of our former selves, until we become cold and calculated, until the need for companionship is no longer there, until the thirst for material satisfaction supersedes the need for human interaction. It is then and only then do we realise that we have played and lost the game of life for there is no greater satisfaction than having a lifelong companion. To share all that you have acquired for the human soul is always searching never satisfied yearning for more. Me, I'm still searching.